Thursday, August 19, 2010


That's what my friends are driving me. I know they mean well. I KNOW.

I want to tell them.

B says not yet.  But soon.

Soon means everything we've talked about, everything I've dreamed going to happen.

I wish soon meant now.

He says I need to spend more time with my friends. But I miss him too much. The time we get to spend together is ALREADY too short. And I want to tell them.

See the prob?

Monday, August 16, 2010

Sunday's School.

I lied to my parents yesterday.

It's a sin. A big one. I went to enough Sunday School to know that.

I don't want to lie to them.

But the reason, the reason is good. And real. And true. He says I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. He says I'm the one. He says I'm his sunshine.

That's not a lie.

And soon, I won't have to.