promises

is a promise a promise if its not kept in time?

Wishing the future was sooner than we think.

Tick...tick...tick...

I just woke up.

That's what happens when you get home at 9am.

You know what else happens when you get home at 9am?

You get grounded.

Soon it won't be a problem.

Counting the seconds..............until I'm gone.

I'm not looking for what you're looking for but if I was you'd be the first to know I swear.

I'm not totally into music. I mean, I LOVE music but I'm not into it like my friend C. is. She lives for it - and makes fun of my Katy Perry obsession. But I like who I like.

Kinda like I love who I love.

The title is from this band that C. likes. It's not like, my favorite but there's something about it.

The weekend was amazing. We're figuring out a way to be together. Like, Happily Ever After stuff. Scary, wonderful.......I'm on the edge of something that will change my life forever.

WE'RE on the edge of something that will change OUR lives forever.

It involves leaving behind everything and everyone I've ever known, except for my True Love.

But isn't that the point of star-crossed lovers?

CRAAAAAAAAAZY.

That's what my friends are driving me. I know they mean well. I KNOW.

I want to tell them.

B says not yet.  But soon.

Soon means everything we've talked about, everything I've dreamed of.........is going to happen.

I wish soon meant now.

He says I need to spend more time with my friends. But I miss him too much. The time we get to spend together is ALREADY too short. And I want to tell them.

See the prob?

Sunday's School.

I lied to my parents yesterday.

It's a sin. A big one. I went to enough Sunday School to know that.

I don't want to lie to them.

But the reason, the reason is good. And real. And true. He says I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. He says I'm the one. He says I'm his sunshine.

That's not a lie.

And soon, I won't have to.