Hate this.

C. just texted me. Wants to know if I wanna hang out tonite.

Waiting to hear from B.

Can't call. Can't text. Which is funny, considering where he leaves me notes.

What happens?

When the biggest deal in your life is something that you can't tell anyone?

Writing here cuz I can't talk to my friends about this. I know I should be able to tell C anything - ANYTHING - but this is different.

I think I love him.

This is between you & me, internet.

Cross your heart and hope to die.